Week What?

Oy. No weekly updates since my weight's stalled at 166. I'm eating whatever I want to eat nowadays. I still find somewhat HEALTHY things to eat - it's just that I've been eating enough to maintain my weight versus getting down to the 150 pound goal I have for myself by June 26. I can still make it happen if I start changing my eating habits next week.

I really want a six pack. Funny how that's a physical goal of mine yet -- for what? It's not like, once I get there, I'm gonna go up to people and ask, "Hey - wanna see something cool? Check it out?" then lift up my shirt. Or what? If I get my dream abs, will I take a pic and post as my newest profile picture on Facebook? Ummm... certainly not. What's the whole point of getting my bod in that type of shape?

Good question.

I guess I'd HAVE to take pictures if I get to that goal, right? So then, one day, I can look back at it and say, "Wow, I was kinda hot from the neck down at one point in my life." Ugh. That doesn't even sound right.

Maybe I can put myself in a situation where I need to take off my shirt to help somebody out. Like, it's a hot day, and someone has a flat tire. And all I've got is a t-shirt but it's just so disgustingly sweaty so I have to take it off to continue working. Or, this is a little far fetched but... maybe I'll go to a beach. I think people take their shirts off there to relax.

I'm really hoping to be able to seriously get to this dream of mine. I am already kinda seeing the center of my abs separate form the love handles. I mean, it's still a gut but certainly an improvement from four months ago. It's a work in progress. Must move forward with these important bucket list goals.